*takes a year to post again*
who am i even talking to at this point ?
i swear there is a part of me that swears up and down that i blog Waaaaayyyy more frequently. I got in the habit of writing at the airport so, maybe ill make a habit of blogging at the airport.
i have gone through a bunch of changes in the last year, you know, work and stuff. I have also grown, i think, i listen to jazz more frequently and i unapologetically say pretentious shit all the time now.
Airport bars are weird,
is this poetry?
Who Knows,
who cares.
performative,
that’s the word that keeps me up at night lately.
i saw the performative man meme and i took it personal,
and that bothered me.
is this my fuckin archetype?
now I’m uncomfortable sharing my creativity with everyone.
but then again, i act like thousands of people are reading this shit.
i don’t even think my mom reads this.
and if she ever does, maybe she’ll finally know who i am.
*Freud has entered the chat*
Lmao this is fun.
fuck.
maybe ill blog more often,
iwannawatchbojackalloveragain.
oh yeah i do art too.
@adamxprime
-mudman